Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Sad..disappointed

I'm feeling way low in the self esteem department right now. Saturday night, I was supposed to host a spa/dinner for a friend, but no one came, 4 gals did at least let me know they had other plans. The friend called just before it was to start and I told her not to bother coming. The girls and I had a quite evening watching old Charlie's Angels on TV. (Pat was at work and Joseph fishing). Tonight was supposed to be scrapbooking with ladies from church, one said she would be here, and 2 said they would be late. But guess what? No one showed up. This makes me feel like no one likes me, and a little nervous about going on a woman's retreat this weekend, will I have fun? Will I be alone all the time? I just wanta cry, thinking forward, but I know if I don't go, relationships with other women won't grow or develop.

1 comment:

Marlene said...

(((hugs)))
I'm sorry that things didn't work out...
I'm sure you'll have a great time on retreat though!