I just haven't felt like blogging. I often think about it but just don't. I'm not sure why, because I sure wish I did so I could remember what we've been doing, and be able to look back at it. My MIL's death has really hit my hard. The first week I had some major stomach issues. Then several weeks of just wanting to sleep all the time, and having no energy. School ended and summer started and I still just wanted to sleep all the time. I feel sad about not doing stuff with Rachel. Sarah entertains herself by going to a friend's house or having a friend over everyday it seems, she does not like down time at all. Rachel does like to stay up all night and sleep during the day, which lets me stay in bed all morning too. I just feel like I am wasting the days away. Pat and I celebrated our 20th anniversary with Aunt Celestine. We flew to Oakland, CA on June 18th, and came home on the 23rd. It was a perfect vacation. We saw lots of things but had lots of down time too, which was really relaxing. I liked the cool weather but I wouldn't want to live there. It just seemed bizarre to wear a sweater in the summer. When we were walking around downtown San Fransisco there were several woman dressed with tights and boots. That just seemed weird. And of course Pat had his winter coat or a flannel shirt on and jeans everyday. Where's the sandles and shorts? Really the cool weather was amazing to feel, the 110+ temps. in Phoenix I can do without too. I probably would find something wrong no matter we I lived, not that we would ever move. But this oppressive heat it really getting to me. I have a huge headache today. I'm guessing the weather is changing. Ha! Really the monsoon should be starting. There has already been a lot of wind. I am not looking forward to the humidity it will bring. Then it will be hot and sticky out. I hate going outside. If I ever move into a different house I will make sure the laundry room is inside the house. Having to go outside to do laundry is horrid. Who ever designed this house did not spend a summer here!
