sleep again

So the night I posted of my sleeping issues I slept the whole night! For a whole week I slept great. Until I mentioned to Pat how great it was to sleep at night, on Saturday. For the past 2 nights I have not slept at night. Saturday it felt like I drank diet coke all night and the caffeine was keeping me awake. Last night I fell asleep a little after 10 PM but woke up at 12 AM and couldn't fall back to sleep,sigh. I am so freaking tired today.

Sleep?

I have a major sleeping problem. It makes me wonder if my sleeping pills work any more. I have had a very hard time falling asleep every night this week except last night. But I think by last night I was so tired I feel asleep because I was so exhausted. Last week I couldn't fall asleep until 3 am, this week, 7 am or later, which is really the next day. Then I sleep till 3 pm, which seems like I am wasting my whole day. But I can't not sleep, I'd be a zombie. I have even tried taking double the sleeping pill, extra pain meds (they make me tired). Not really anything stressing on my mind, I just never feel tired. I hope it's just not something that's going to continue.

Fifty Shades

Last night I finished the trilogy. I read somewhere it's the housewives version on Star Wars. I'm not sure why. The story is much deeper than that! Even though I cried at the end of the 3rd episode of Star Wars when Padme died. I cried at the end of Fifty Shades too. The story was good, Christian's life was messed up, and how he changed because of his love and her love of Ana. I have to admit I didn't know what some of the things were in the contract. I had to ask Pat. Who, knew he knew what those things are? And some of the things they did, I didn't understand, nor be able to do. Ana was flexible and young, that's my case anyway. If you can get over all those sexual things in the book, it was a very good read.  I've seen some pictures of what others thought Christian Grey looks like, and I have to say even those guys are good looking not what I have pictured in my mind. They don't seem strong enough or dark enough.